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[04 Mar 2005|04:15pm] |
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Just call it a comeback bitches.
Nothing really going on here.
But I'm updating and you love it.
So yes.
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[24 Feb 2005|02:46pm] |
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Maybe ill make a comeback. tee hee :D.
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[30 Oct 2004|06:35pm] |
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Janae means everything to me. She says the same bout me. But I really do wonder. I feel like shit. Someone shoot me.
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[26 Oct 2004|05:13pm] |
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I love Janae. She means a lot to me. Even though she thinks im ugly :D.
( Some picturesss )
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[23 Oct 2004|03:19pm] |
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"Sending Postcards from a Plane Crash (Wish You Were Here)" |
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Soccer is finished. I am quite happy about this because now im free. We got our asses whooped by Oswego last night 5-0. I mean, it wouldve been nice if we made sectionals and all but I really couldnt take playing for a jackass anymore.
Janae was supposed to visit today but she couldnt cause she got in trouble :(. I was very disappointed about that but then again my life is filled with disappointment so its nothing new. I really want to see her though but whatever.
School is boring. I dont really like it at allllll.
Ok well I'm gonna go and find something to do cause im uber bored.
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| Update with pictures of ugliness |
[09 Oct 2004|10:50pm] |
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( Pictures of some ugliness :( )
Not much going on really. Soccer sucks still. We need to win three of the next four games to qualify for sectionals. We'll probably do it, but I bet we're going to draw a tough team in the first round *gulp* CNS *gulp*. Well at least soccer is almost over. 2 weeks. Cant wait to start indoors. I also have a knee injury which really sucks. I had to sit out the last game because of it. But we were destined to lose anyways so I didnt really care.
On a good note I found my wallet last weekend. Still had all the money in it :). It was at the soccer practice field. Im never taking my wallet with me again.
After that I bought the new Used CD along with that Fall Out Boy E.P. "My Heart Will Always Be the B-side to Your Tongue". Good stuff.
Janae and I are still not doing so well. But I think we're getting better. Me being the whiny ass bitch that am ruins the thing. I still love her so much though.
Well thats it for now.
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| promise me youll never let me go |
[02 Oct 2004|12:06am] |
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Everyday sucks and I am more and more depressed. Each day I get 3-4 hours of homework and on top of that a shitty ass soccer schedule that includes practices and games. I dont even know why I bother. Very few of us actually care. My coach needs to get a fucking clue and realize hes not wanted here. We'd be better off on our own. I also lost my fucking wallet which contained 60 dollars and my military ID card. Also my grades are rather shitty when Im working my ass off. Man im so fucking pissed.
I feel like Im gonna lose Janae. Shes the world to me. I go through everyday feeling nothing but love for her. Shes the epitome of the girl Ive always wanted. Nothing seems more perfect. And to feel like Im going to lose her breaks my heart. I see hundreds of girls everyday at school and I show no feelings for them nor do my feelings for Janae change. I dont know what it is about her but I need her. I live for her and myself and thats it. I really wish I could just take her away right now, move to fucking California and just live in some cool house on a beach or something. Its nice to dream though. Id give anything for that girl though. Shes one of those girls that every guy needs but rarely gets and for that I am grateful. I love you so much Janae. Please dont leave me :(.
Well everyday continues to suck and its not gonna get much better.
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| Use me Holly, c'mon and use me |
[26 Sep 2004|09:37am] |
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This week has been stressful to say the least. Millions of soccer games won and lost. Homework just piling up like crazy. I guess I'm getting back to my old habits. I hate school and school soccer. Its all very fucking gay. I hatttttttteee it.
Well Janae came to Rome Friday. I was so happy. I love her. Shes the best. I really really REALLY hope I get to see her again soon cause I get really depressed being without her. She means so much to me.
Thats all for now.
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[16 Sep 2004|07:16pm] |
Another update. Same boring stuff at school. My ankle hurts soooo bad. I dont know what Im going to do for my game tomorrow. I also have a gamed Saturday then Monday and Tuesday. Not the best weekend to go into with a slight ankle sprain.
Well thats it for now.
I love you :).
( Quite possibly the coolest picture anyone has ever taken of me )
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| Im falling faster down to her.. |
[14 Sep 2004|03:20pm] |
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"Name" by Goo Goo Dolls |
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Well school is ok I guess. Nothing too interesting to say about it. Journalism and Photography are by far my most favorite subjects. I love everything about them.
Our soccer teams sucks right now, go figure. We're 0-2-1 right now :(. Its ok though. We play East Syracuse-Minoa tonight and we should get a win. Dont wanna get robbed like we did against West Genessee.
I feel depressed right now. Probably cause I think too much. Im like my own worst enemy I swear.
I love Janae so muchhhh. But umm..I hate the fact that she lives far away. Everday Im away from her I feel more lost. Im gonna have to do something drastic before I lose her which is inevitable in my case cause Im a fuck up. Sigh...shes all I think about. I love her.
Well this is my update for nowwww. Laters.
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| West Genny sucks |
[04 Sep 2004|01:30pm] |
Last night we played at RFA stadium and tied West Genny 2-2. This was pretty good I guess. Last year was the first time we've beaten them in 17 years in the OHSL. It was an awesome game though despite giving up our 2-0 lead. I played well. Grabbed the assists for both goals. When ball was sent in along the sideline where Tim ran onto it and put it in from the right side of the penalty box. The second goal was off my corner kick and Tim ended up heading that one into the net.
Double overtime was very scary.
Also we had quite a turn out. 200 people for an RFA soccer game isnt too shabby. It was pretty loud. Too bad our PA system was struck by lightning. We had no announcer or warm up music :(.
Other than all that I got the shit kicked out of my left ankle. Those bastards were out to get us since we were kicking their asses all up and down the field. But Im ok now.
Well theres another update.
I love you Janae :).
( Newspaper Pic )
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| Dick Lips |
[03 Sep 2004|02:02pm] |
Another update for this thingy. We got our first league game today. Woot woot. We better beat those West Genny bastards. We actually get to use the stadium I hear so yeah its nice not to play on that shitty astro turf. Also 4 days till I turn 16. Thats really cool too i guess.
Ok theres an update.
I love Janae soooo much. :)
( Stupid Pics behind the cut )
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[28 Aug 2004|03:46pm] |
Well my team won both of our scrimmages. Yesterday we won 5-1 against Frankfort. I had two goals so that made me happy. Today we beat Holland Patent 3-0 and that was cool I guess. I didnt play though because I rolled my ankle against Frankfort and its sooo swollen. I cant even run on it. It really sucks. Hopefully Ill be ready for our first league match Wednesday. Well thats all thats going on with me right now.
I hope to see Janae soon. Im going to lose my mind if I dont. I love her.
Well thats it byyyyyyyeeeeee.
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| Cause a long night means a fist fight |
[26 Aug 2004|01:02pm] |
Well this week has been completely occupied by soccer to say the least. Monday through Wednesday practice was held from 12:30 to 5. Not a lot of work surprisingly. Seems that our coach wants to lay down the fundamentals like we're 8 years old or something. I dont know..that guy is one messed up person. Today was ok though. We worked really hard for two hours straight on ball skills and playing defense. We have our first scrimmage tomorrow against Frankfort. Followed by a scrimmage Saturday against Holland Patent. Im praying we win.
I also must mention I am scared to enter Wal-mart. Last night I went there to see if they had the new Butch Walker cd. They didnt have it as i figured. But I went there and it was like all the rednecks came out of their caves. Very scary. Im think Im going to Best Buy later to pick up my cd. Yay go me.
I also got a new digital camera. Oh yeah. Very nice early birthday present. I can start posting pictures of me and stuff..well mostly of stuff cause I dont like taking pictures of me.
I must also mention I absolutely love Janae. Just thinking of her makes me happy. I dont know what it is about her. Shes just awesome. We get in arguments like everyday but its all good. Better to resolve our differences now rather than later I guess. Shes just sooo cool though. I want to be with her forever. I never saw myself as someone who would date a lot of girls in my lifetime. Maybe we're meant for each other. You never knowwww. Haha but everything is fine now and Im happy despite so much stuff happening. Shes my only source of happiness now I guess. I love her.
Well theres an overdue update :).
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Well today is Sunday so its a day off for me. No soccer today. Im happy. Ive been talking to Janae for the vast majority of the day. I love that girl she makes me so happy. I could talk to her forever. Although Id probably bore her. But Im talking to her right now on the phone so that makes me happy. I dont know..I really love her. I want to be with her forever. So we'll see.
Tomorrow, Tuesday, and Wednesday I have soccer practice from 1230 to 500. Thats freaking insane. Then we have to scrimmage JV like that will be a challenge.
Yeah well there you go.
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| they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell. |
[21 Aug 2004|12:13pm] |
Well that last week has been shitty. Just my luck. My mom comes home from the Middle East and has to mess everything up for me. She has an assignment which will move our family and my dad is pissed and yeah theyre arguing and stuff. Theyll probably get divorced but whatever I dont care anymore.
The only thing good that came out of this week was me actually spending time with Janae. I love her. She means everything to me. Fucking sucks that I hardly ever see her but its ok I guess. Id probably annoy the hell out of her or something and she'd end up hating me.
We only needed two days of soccer try-outs to get a team together. At least three of the kids didnt earn their keep I think but whatever. A lot of kids that should be on the team decided to stay on JV. Shows the love for our coach. Well at least this year I have a starting position with no back up. It probably wont last long cause I always screw up.
Well done with that.
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[12 Aug 2004|05:57pm] |
what was the last...
movie you rented: I dont remember
movie you bought: Still dont remember
song you listened to: The Cure-"Just Like Heaven"
song that was stuck in your head: Some My Chemical Romance song
song you downloaded: "Turning Japanese"
cd you bought: My Chemical Romance
cd you listened to: Coldplay (A Rush of Blood to the Head
person you called: My Step dad
person that called you: My step dad
tv show you watched: Havent watched one for a while
person you were thinking of: Janae :)
do/what do...
you wish you could live somewhere else: Yes
you think about suicide: Ive done so a few times
you believe in online dating: Haha...no.
others find you attractive: Some do
you want more piercings: Yes
you want more tattoos: Yes
you drink: rarely
you smoke: no
you like cleaning: Myself? Yes. Other than that, no.
you like roller coasters: Yes
you write in cursive or print: A mix of both
you carry a donor card: No, but I will when I get my license.
have you...
ever cried over a girl/guy: Umm...cant say I havent.
ever lied to someone: Of course.
ever been in a fist fight: Yes
ever been arrested: no
what...
shampoo: Suave Apple Shampoo. Probably been usin some Pantene crap lately though.
perfume/cologne: Calvin Klein, but i dont wear cologne. I prefer body spray.
shoes: Sambas or Romas
are you scared of: Not being loved
number of...
times your heart was broken: At least 50 times.
hearts you broke: Few if any.
people you consider enemies: No one really.
people from high school you stay in contact with: Im in High School and in contact with everyone
cds you own: Lots and then I steal my mom's oldies
times your name has been in the paper: Millions
things in your past you regret: I dont regret anything.
general stuff
name: Jonathan
age: 15
birthday: september 7, 1988
location: New York
parents names: Keith and Shelia
siblings' names: Joshua and Jeremy
pets names: Rocky
appearance: Im ok
attractive people
most attractive person you know: Janae :)
first person you thought was hot: I have no clue
things that make them attractive: Whatever
which of your friends...
drinks the most: I do not know.
is the smartest: Seth
is the most athletic: Dont know..my friends are sucky athletes :)
will get married first: Seth
has bad luck with the opposite sex: Steve and his brother,Seth
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| From First to Last |
[11 Aug 2004|08:55pm] |
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First best friend: Probably my friend Gregorio Vigil. I moved away and never saw him again.
First real memory of something: Eating eggs as a baby with my grandmother.
First car: Havent had one yet but Im getting a Honda Accord next month.
First date: My mom set me up with a girl to go on a date when I was 6..she came along of course. First real kiss: With my ex-girlfriend Amber. When? I dont know. First break-up: Dont remember...
First job: Never had one.
First screen name: pugg2k2..I liked it cause it was short for Adam..i dont know why though.
First self purchased album: tape - Never bought one CD: Some mix cd First funeral: My mom's cousin's husband.
First pets: 1 big dog and 2 little dogs.
First piercing/tattoo: Pierced my ear when I was in second grade. First credit card: Never had one.
First true love: My girlfriend Randi in 4th grade haha.
First enemy: Mark Lubecki, I dont know why hes my enemy, I never did anything to him. I actually used to think highly of him.
First big trip: Driving cross-country as a toddler.
First musician you remember hearing in your house: Probably me.
Last cigarette: Never cig? Never. Clove? Never. Last big car ride: Drove up to Ottawa for a soccer tournament. Last kiss: Haha I dont remember. Last good cry: When I cry its never good. Last library book: A book on the inventions of Leonardo Da Vinci. Steven knows what Im talking about. Last movie seen: I saw Collateral the other day. Good movie.
Last beverage drank: Pepsi..I know I shouldnt drink soda grr.
Last food consumed: Friend's mom's pasta. Last crush: I dont know, Im confused about girls nowadays.
Last phone call: placed - Step-dad. received - Lindsay
Last time showered: This morning.
Last shoes worn: My Puma Romas.
Last CD played: My Chemical Romance (Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge)
Last item bought: Icee Last annoyance: Janae..just kidding, I just said that cause she thinks she annoys me. Probably my brother.
Last disappointment: The amusement park yesterday. Last time wanting to die: A month ago Last time scolded: My dad the other day I think. Last shirt worn: Adidas soccer jersey. Last web site visited: Absoluteemo.net
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